KL trip

Been awake at around 5.30 in the morning with not a very happy dream. So, i decide to wake up and update for my blog. It has almost come to the end for my 10 days chinese new year KL trip. It's a big release for my daily life in KK. Thx god for leading me here, a lot of thing I has figure it out which has border me for sometime. However, not really can't sleep well here. I feel so tired everyday because i just sleep for around 4 hours everday.

Been meeting a friend and over night at his place few days ago.We talk until very late before going to sleep. I enjoy talking and sharing. But only to those I trust.I knew him for just a few months, yet I am sure he is a truested person.

In this KL trip I spend most of my money by just enjoying my self. Has decide to start saving again after I back to KK. Well, I has gain a lot a weight here, will start keep fit soon. haha.

:-(

It's been few months I didn't update my blog due to busing in my daily life. Chinese new year is coming. It should be a happy day. hemmm... but I feel so so only. I feel so stress with my daily life.. And sometime I actually have nightmire and insomnia. Really feel bad and I am hurt. Aiks... fine... Hope everything will be ok after this new year.. Cheerssssss! Eric!!

Trust!

Trust is very important in our daily life. A life without trust is a life in turmoil. So, never lie on someone who trusts in you. Because only one lie you made might broke the trustiness of yourself. What for you want to lie to someone who trusts in you? Is it because of self selfishness? Self benefit? For goodness among the relationship? Yes, in some circumstances we can talk lie for OUR or THEIR goodness sake, but not for YOUR own benefit.

Trust is very important in any relationship family, friendship nor love. Never disappoint your family member who always trust in you, never talk lie or say bad thing about your friend who always taking care about you and never do something to show you lose trust to your lover.

Family- Since you are still a baby boy or girl, your family has a big hope on you. For example, they might hope you want to become a lawyer, doctor, manager and many more. We might be able to attempt what they hope on us, but at less never do something which will hurt your family. Can you imagine if one day you commit suicide for whatever reason? What's your family member feel? Why you want to break their trust on you?

Friends- Friends is very importance for me. I trust my entire close friend and in return they trust me as well. But please don't hurt your friend who put trust in you because they has sacrifice their time, money and caring with you. Never forget the good thing your friend ever done to you even one day you back to heaven.

Love- Of course trust is very important to continue a healthy relationship. It is very suffer for you to maintain a mistrust relationship. For example, you always worry your lover talking with other guy or girl. And you end up keep checking his/her phone outgoing call and SMS. Do you feel suffer to do this? If you trust his or her, what for you want to check his/her privacy stuff? Moreover, if you mistrust your lover, you will keep some secret in your heart because you feel unsafe to share with your lover. For me, I can trust my lover very well but hope she won't disappoint me because the best prove of love is TRUST.

Remember this, trust anyone who be true to you, treat them greatly, and they will show them-self great.

Bad thing always happen in a wrong time.

Test is coming, assignment is coming but my back pain come before all of this. what should I do?

Busy!Busy! Stress! Stress!

What a busy week.. Will having a test coming Wednesday ... right after that I will have to rush for my law assignment ( half way) finance and corporate governance which I not even started yet. My time is just too pack. Right after finish the assignment I will have to ready for my Final again... ISHHHHH..........!!! Hope this won't follow me till end of this sem.

I am just try to entertain all my bros there which has dated me for few days. But sorry, I really can't make it.! I just hope I can maintain my health until end of this sem which I think I couldn't. I am starting to have sick now. So I manage to visit REN AI for herbal drink this afternoon.. NICE!!

Down

Just woke up with a really down feeling. This might be the sad dream just now.! Hope have someone can talk to me now.

Test!

Test is around the corner. Coming Monday will be Law test follow by Thursday will be my tax test. What should I do? I totally lost.. How could this happen to me? I got no idea where should I start. I might be losing my strength on my study. How could I find back my patient for my study?

Yes! I admit that I am not a claver person and hard-working person. I can go till my final year really is a miracle for me. Will this miracle continue to fall in me? GOD! PLEASE HELP ME!

I suppose to graduate this month, but due to the changing of school policy I have to choice to extend 1 more year in the school. This might be the main reason why I loss my patient. Thinking back 3 years ago, they are some opportunity but I choose to give up all of the better alternative.

Sometime I feel so regret by choosing this school which is my last choice. But YOU know the reason right? Please take away the feeling. I hate it! Seem like my remaining in here really worthless. Is it the time to say "good bye!" to my friend here? I am considering if I could change to other better school.