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KL trip

2012-01-31T05:56:00.003+08:00

Been awake at around 5.30 in the morning with not a very happy dream. So, i decide to wake up and update for my blog. It has almost come to the end for my 10 days chinese new year KL trip. It's a big release for my daily life in KK. Thx god for leading me here, a lot of thing I has figure it out which has border me for sometime. However, not really can't sleep well here. I feel so tired everyday because i just sleep for around 4 hours everday.

Been meeting a friend and over night at his place few days ago.We talk until very late before going to sleep. I enjoy talking and sharing. But only to those I trust.I knew him for just a few months, yet I am sure he is a truested person.

In this KL trip I spend most of my money by just enjoying my self. Has decide to start saving again after I back to KK. Well, I has gain a lot a weight here, will start keep fit soon. haha.

:-(

2012-01-20T03:37:00.002+08:00

It's been few months I didn't update my blog due to busing in my daily life. Chinese new year is coming. It should be a happy day. hemmm... but I feel so so only. I feel so stress with my daily life.. And sometime I actually have nightmire and insomnia. Really feel bad and I am hurt. Aiks... fine... Hope everything will be ok after this new year.. Cheerssssss! Eric!!

Trust!

2011-05-05T01:02:00.003+08:00

Trust is very important in our daily life. A life without trust is a life in turmoil. So, never lie on someone who trusts in you. Because only one lie you made might broke the trustiness of yourself. What for you want to lie to someone who trusts in you? Is it because of self selfishness? Self benefit? For goodness among the relationship? Yes, in some circumstances we can talk lie for OUR or THEIR goodness sake, but not for YOUR own benefit.

Trust is very important in any relationship family, friendship nor love. Never disappoint your family member who always trust in you, never talk lie or say bad thing about your friend who always taking care about you and never do something to show you lose trust to your lover.

Family- Since you are still a baby boy or girl, your family has a big hope on you. For example, they might hope you want to become a lawyer, doctor, manager and many more. We might be able to attempt what they hope on us, but at less never do something which will hurt your family. Can you imagine if one day you commit suicide for whatever reason? What's your family member feel? Why you want to break their trust on you?

Friends- Friends is very importance for me. I trust my entire close friend and in return they trust me as well. But please don't hurt your friend who put trust in you because they has sacrifice their time, money and caring with you. Never forget the good thing your friend ever done to you even one day you back to heaven.

Love- Of course trust is very important to continue a healthy relationship. It is very suffer for you to maintain a mistrust relationship. For example, you always worry your lover talking with other guy or girl. And you end up keep checking his/her phone outgoing call and SMS. Do you feel suffer to do this? If you trust his or her, what for you want to check his/her privacy stuff? Moreover, if you mistrust your lover, you will keep some secret in your heart because you feel unsafe to share with your lover. For me, I can trust my lover very well but hope she won't disappoint me because the best prove of love is TRUST.

Remember this, trust anyone who be true to you, treat them greatly, and they will show them-self great.

Bad thing always happen in a wrong time.

2011-04-21T08:19:00.002+08:00

Test is coming, assignment is coming but my back pain come before all of this. what should I do?

Busy!Busy! Stress! Stress!

2011-04-20T02:30:00.002+08:00

What a busy week.. Will having a test coming Wednesday ... right after that I will have to rush for my law assignment ( half way) finance and corporate governance which I not even started yet. My time is just too pack. Right after finish the assignment I will have to ready for my Final again... ISHHHHH..........!!! Hope this won't follow me till end of this sem.

I am just try to entertain all my bros there which has dated me for few days. But sorry, I really can't make it.! I just hope I can maintain my health until end of this sem which I think I couldn't. I am starting to have sick now. So I manage to visit REN AI for herbal drink this afternoon.. NICE!!

Down

2011-04-17T19:19:00.002+08:00

Just woke up with a really down feeling. This might be the sad dream just now.! Hope have someone can talk to me now.

Test!

2011-04-17T01:51:00.002+08:00

Test is around the corner. Coming Monday will be Law test follow by Thursday will be my tax test. What should I do? I totally lost.. How could this happen to me? I got no idea where should I start. I might be losing my strength on my study. How could I find back my patient for my study?

Yes! I admit that I am not a claver person and hard-working person. I can go till my final year really is a miracle for me. Will this miracle continue to fall in me? GOD! PLEASE HELP ME!

I suppose to graduate this month, but due to the changing of school policy I have to choice to extend 1 more year in the school. This might be the main reason why I loss my patient. Thinking back 3 years ago, they are some opportunity but I choose to give up all of the better alternative.

Sometime I feel so regret by choosing this school which is my last choice. But YOU know the reason right? Please take away the feeling. I hate it! Seem like my remaining in here really worthless. Is it the time to say "good bye!" to my friend here? I am considering if I could change to other better school.

update

2011-04-04T21:30:00.002+08:00

ones again.. it's been long time didn't update my blog.. The last update was when I am in Labaun half year ago..Hope I will be back there again. Currently alone at hotel and waiting my friend to come back. Boring and make me missing back the pass moment.

I am missing my friends.. Some long lost friend. Every happy and sad moment that we ever go thru is always surrounding my mind. I really hope the the happy moment could be back even just a few minutes.

Going to church every week is one of my happinest moment in my life. Going to school is also one of the happiest moment in my life. However, all of this will come to the end if without any friend who will share their happiest with you and supporting you in your sad moment.

Friends is just like part of my body. It won't be complete without a close friend.! Remember this.. Also appreciate your best friend for the good thing that they ever do for you.

Labuan Trip

2010-09-11T08:49:00.002+08:00

A day after I back from sandakan, I go labuan again which currently I am having my breakfast here. It is an unplan trip which everything I do it last minute. I will say this is an advanture trip because I have to drive a long way to the hotel (30 minutes). I rent a proton Gen2 which cost me RM100+ petrol RM20. I just follow the signbord to hotel and the town. A very great experence.

Of course, I buy a lot of stuff here. I will try to upload the pic ASAP.!!

going back kk

2010-09-08T08:31:00.002+08:00

finally is the time to back KK. I am here (Sandakan) for 6 days 5 night. Honestly, has spend a lot of money here since the food is too nice here. Decided to keep fit again when I back to KK. My head is very heavy now, drink a lot last night and wake up early this morning. Nothing much to do now since I has pack all my thing and just wait for her to pack his stuff. Not yet get any tickket for going back to KK... haha.. hope can get the 10am bus ticket since I have tuition class tonight.

Well, hope I will update and upload some of the photo tonight!

Boring at a cafe~~

2010-09-05T15:11:00.005+08:00

Tea I having here!

Currently at brew cottage sandakan. Having a boring day here so decided to upload some of the photo from my phone while I am here.

Morning a ate KON NAO MIAN

LO BAK GOU... not nice..!

Yesterday night dinner with aunty!

I love the prawn

Special offer at one of the cafe

This restaurant is at the G floor of the hotel

First day SS at hotel

Pasar KON NAO MIAN at midnight

Sandakan 2

2010-09-05T02:30:00.002+08:00

I only manage to wake at 10am today. Looking for some other hotel but ended up staying at a same hotel. After my breakfast at the hotel restaurant, I going to work again. This time I go around town area before going to giant hypermarket to meet up a prospect. I get a big shock while the prospect told me he is a MBA holder and he is just 26 years old.

Right after that is around 5PM and I manage to meet up my aunt and I have a great dinner with her. Nice seafood! wow! I will upload the photo next time! After that, I going to sing K with my friends.. Fun!Fun! For RM21 for 2 hours with a glass of soft drink! It consider cheap at this peak time if compare with KK.

Before going back to hotel manage to have drinks with some my friends. It consider another great journey for today!

I would like to share something more here about my feel. Please don't disappointed someone who trust in you. If you no confident to do it at first, please do not promise anything to me. This will make people angry and disappointed. People have the right to not trust you anymore in the future. I has spend my time and money with it but I ending up with something like this.!

Sandakan!

2010-09-04T02:54:00.002+08:00

Having a great experience here at Sandakan which I only manage to sleep now. Going to many places... haha.. FUN... However, Sandakan line is really bad. The hotel did provide the WIFI service however, it's slower than a turtle. My Digi broadband did not work well here.

Since I can't stand without internet, I have no choice to get a Celcom broadband prepaid here. Forget about the line stuff since it has been solve. Purpose Me and one of my partner here is to do our business however, it's look more like a vacation. Thanks to my tour guild networker here who treat me like a tourist. Yes, I am here like a tourist having a nice food and place to visit.

I will try to upload some of the picture soon since I forget to bring my camera card reader.

secondary school life!

2010-09-02T17:16:00.008+08:00

This is how I pass my secondary life.. fun and have great experence...!

My Memory!

2010-09-02T03:49:00.002+08:00

Memory is on the way of holding onto the things you love, the things you are,the things you never want to lose. Try you think back your pass, the first and last time you with your lovers and friends. I am sure we hope we could stop the time at the happy moment.

I has been experience a lot of happiness,sadness, disappointment moment with some of my close friend. Honestly to say, anything happen between us won't be a heart feeling for me. I am not sure if they still treat me as their close friend, but I still have to thanks every happiness moment they bring to my life.
I use to love a few girls (don't misunderstand my word, it's really just a few) but end up with disappointment and sadness. However, I still have to thanks every happiness moment that they ever gave me.

Yes, I might ever hate some of you but it won't go for long term. It is because every sadness and disappointment has been cover by the happiness from all my friends and lover. Honestly to say, sometime when I look back to some of the photo which I still keep it, I really hope I could back to the moment.

Due to some technical problem.. I will upload some of the photo tomorrow!

"STOP" giving up

2010-09-01T15:25:00.004+08:00

It's been a year I didn't update my blog. Since I am having a long holiday now, i decided to active back my blog. Today is just a normal day, I spend my whole day in front of the TV and I am planning to going out tonight.

Accidentally I read an article from the net is something about " why you should stop giving up!"
Giving up is an easy job, it will make you free from any burdens that you feel from the works towards something difficult. In long terms, it has become a habits. They feel an unsuccessful is normal for them.

From the article did mention a nice quote " Strenuous goals are too difficult for the quitter to achieve." Quitter will only aim something that come easy to them. Yes, a simple goals is still a goals, but they are only success for their own level.They are still a failure among the others who really succeeds. The world is full go challenge, so we have to challenge our ability to do the best as we can. EVERYONE have a potential to do something amazing. We can make a great impact on our lives if we accept the reality of hardship that comes setting a ENORMOUS goals.

Only those who achieve the seemingly impossible can hope to be recognized. If you don’t even try to live that one big dream that you might have within your subconscious, you’ll never be fulfilled. I did read a quote from Napoleon Hill, a phenomenal entrepreneur he say this “When you work towards any difficult goal, there will always be walls. The walls are not meant to block you, but only those who do not have the desire to push past them and reach their goal.” When problem comes, you have to push yourself a litter bit more but not just sit and thinking they are something blocking me to be success.

This make me remember a famous motivation speaker and pastor as well, Nick Vujicic.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wOlTdkYXuzE

He didn't have legs and hand. For me, he have the right to blame his parents or even god until one day he die. But he didn't do so. He transform an impossible thing to be possible. He choose to live a happy life. Although he is a disability person, but his mouth can motivate and change people live.

Yes, god is fair. You might just a ordinary person in the world, but god gave us power to change our life to live an extra ordinary live. You may choose to give up if u fall or even blame others to make you fall, but you can decide rise back. Remember this " dream can be postponed ,but never give up!"

I am back~

2009-04-21T00:08:00.002+08:00

at last I am back to this blog again... well.. I am having a 2 weeks holiday now.I really learn a lot in the previous semester. I not mean in the academy, but in the my own personal development. I learn how to deal with people. Hemmm... i really can feel how hard is it to deal with people who not really same thinking with you. For a real example, I want to finish up my work ASAP, and manage to done with a good result, but some of the people especially your own group member will slow you down. They will give a lot of excuse to delay the work .But thanks god that i still manage to finish it in the LAST MINUTE.
AND, I hope I can pass all my subject in the semester because some of the subject specially the HR, i really no confident to pass it.Then, i think i Might be can pass my weakest sub which is the account after Ah Kit trying hard to help me out.. lol..

It is week 9 of the sem...

2009-03-03T22:42:00.002+08:00

Well...I have few weeeks did not update my blog. and i feel it is a time for me to write few words in my blog. 1st of all... i feel likeee.... ahhhhhhhhh..... so many thing to do man..... it is the week 9 and the assignment date is much more close.... 2day I just start my portfolio.. which it should be start the 1st day of the sem.... lol... really busy for this few weeks for the assigment and the test.. i really hate it... 2day i check the 1st draf of the final exem date.. it is in the 16 of april... wat... i still need to busy for a month.. too bad man... but what ever happen.. i still enjoy my life... just no i manage to find kelvin for gaming a while.. it is because og terence.. wakakaka... he call us out.. he will be back to sandakan 2morrow.. emm.. while we playing.. I talking to kelvin.. well.. I know he is busy and sometime feeel alone.. so.. it is better that i talk something to him...

But 2day really a busy day for me.. i going out from my house at 7.30 to attent the miss Lisa test ( hope can get a good result) and just back at 10.30Pm... it is really busy mannn... well i think it is end of 2day.. feel so tired now..

Hiltop Chicken Rice

2009-01-15T23:00:00.004+08:00

Just after school, Jessica, li ting and me went to Hiltop to eat the Kahwoei chicken rice... nice chiken and cha sao.. so I plan to post some picture today.. haha.. the shop is just next to the vegeterian shop.... they also serve BAN BIAN and YI MIAN..

This is the boss... He is young and liang zai.. don't miss to

look at him when you eat at that shop.. lol..

This is the CHA SAO GAI BI FAN which I always order.From what the kah woei (the boss)say this is the last 1 and special reserve for me... lol....

I manage to finsih it.. so nice.. haha

today!

2009-01-12T23:17:00.003+08:00

2day is a fine day..!I go do my hair after i finish my class... but.... i took me almost 3 hour in the saloon... I promise myself that I will never go to the saloon on monday again. After that I went to city mall with kiat to buy some of the earing... haha..~I will upload a picture which jia qian help me took at her house.!

I will say a stupid day!

2009-01-08T21:59:00.002+08:00

as usual... went to school... but 2day a bit diff is i manage to wake up at 6.30 althought I sleep at 2.30 yesterday.It is a boring class today which the economic that the lecture teach I ever learn. ZZZZ.... i learn that more then 2 years and now learn back the same thing again..

my class end early today because Mr. Lawrence have to meet someone. then went to jia wei shop.. wow... 1st day selling chicken rice.. I will give him 8 out of 10.. I is nice.. which his mom still learning to take of the bone.. haha.~ I manage to eat CHA SAU GAI FAN 2morrow after class.. haha~

night going to work again..aiks... I hate teaching... then i manage to find someone for a drink.. but so unfortunately no one is able to do that.. aiks.. It is so sad right.. some at cyber and going home soon.. some say not go.. and some is sick... That is y i say it is better not stay in this boring KK. So i just drive my car like a stupid man and don't know wher is my distence. YAO CHEH HOR alone is not a nice feel.. aiks..!

If u want me to rate this day.. i will say 2 out of 10.... which is very bed.!

my feel!

2009-01-08T01:07:00.000+08:00

It is 1.08am now.. b4 going to bed, planing to write something on my blog.. 2day is a easy day.. because i just have a class in the morning at 9 till 11.. then i wen to jia wei shop to have a lunch.. emm.. i ate YI MIAN.. not bad.. haha..~

emmm... DEC last year really have many thing happen.. and i feel so disapointed to some people which I really respect... but i never think that 2 of them can give up easyly..I don't think i will share with u all who are them.. haha.. it is better to just keep Q. It is actually just a small matter.. I can not do anything now.. i just can pray to them and hope they can awake~~!

few weeks ago I read bible and found something really touch my heart ( which that time i feel so disapoited). hope u all not mind I share this to u..

(psalm 139:1-10)
139:1 O Lord, you have searched me and known me!

2 You know when I sit down and when I rise up;
you discern my thoughts from afar.

3 You search out my path and my lying downand are acquainted with all my ways.

4 Even before a word is on my tongue,
behold, O Lord, you know it altogether.

5 You hem me in, behind and before,
and lay your hand upon me.

6 Such knowledge is too wonderful for me;it is high;
I cannot attain it.

7 Where shall I go from your Spirit?
Or where shall I flee from your presence?

8 If I ascend to heaven, you are there!
If I make my bed in Sheol, you are there!

9 If I take the wings of the morningand dwell in the uttermost parts of the sea,

10 even there your hand shall lead me,
and your right hand shall hold me.

It is actually a song call 展开清晨的翅膀（the wings of the dawn). A song from 赞美之泉.
Ya.. god know everthing we do, we talk,we want,we think... It is too wonderfull that we can not run away from the spirit of god.what ever thing happen.. god is with us together to face it... his hand will hold us..~

and this is the song lyrics.. really meaningful.

展开清晨的翅膀
主耶和華，你已經鑒察了我。
我坐下，我起來，你都已曉得。
我行路，我躺臥，你都細察，
你也深知我一切所行。
我舌頭上的話，你沒有一句不知道。
你在我前後環繞著我，按手在我身上。
這樣的奇妙，是我不能測透，
你的至高你的尊貴，是我永遠不能所及。
我可以往哪裡去躲避你的靈？
我可以往哪裡去逃，可躲避你的面？
我若展開清晨的翅膀飛到地極，
就在那裡，你的雙手也必引導我。

and i found in youtube.. this girl is too great when singging this song.. try to have a look.
http://hk.youtube.com/watch?v=KOg0wlFVY7o&feature=related

that's all from me today.. going to bed now.. 2morrow having class at 8. Hope will update 2morrow.!

1st post

2009-01-06T12:15:00.000+08:00

This is my first posting... well... I start blogging is because some of my friend ask me to do so.. and now.. I am in the school lab.. having a few hour rest.. so i decided to do blogging.. haha..~ I will post again when i have time..~ C ya..~